Sandy's Children

The recent events of the horrible world of evil impacted several precious innocents' and tender educators' families. Greatly interrupted, the lives of hundreds, and to a smaller impact a nation, feels the sting of injustice, violence, selfishness, destruction, and hopelessness. The myriad of horrible emotions consume those whose future experiences with their precious children, are forever lost. Unable to face the perpetrator, who violently stole the future of their loved ones and then took his own life and his loved one's lives, leaves the victim's family unable to inflict justice on the perpetrator or to find some consolation that the perpetrator's family also would be forever destroyed. The perpetrator evilly planned to leave no such victim behind. Exclusive in their particular pain, the families' alone will forever feel the whole/hole of this pain in it's life-long entirety. Every Christmas season will be hard, because of the remembrance of this atrocious theft of those most dear.

SANDY'S CHILDREN

Some of Sandy's Children were stolen, unable to become friends and fighter's for freedom. Some of Sandy's Children survived with a stain on their heart and hopefully will have more friends and fight a little harder than most for freedom. Sandy also birthed new children on December 14th, 2012; Sandy's Children of grief, that will never fully recover from the loss of their innocent stars blotted out from earthly view forever.


My heart aches for Sandy's Children.


My heart prays for Sandy's future Children's safety, growth, and self-discovery.

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